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just to start off.

what a day it was, it's been awhile since i've posted anything. i'm currently in my second week of 'O' Level Examination. all seems to be in order, i'm left with a few papers which are Additional Mathematics, Mathematics D, Biology Practical, Chemistry Alternative To Practical and Paper 1 of Physics, Biology and Chemistry. wish me all the luck in the world and prayers cause i do need it. i guess that's all for today.



Assalamualaikum fellow readers,

i hope you have not missed me for i have not posted anything for quite a while, i've been quite busy lately balancing school work with house chores but so far i can handle it.

what's new about me?

i'm trying to be a better muslim as i think i just found that light a the end of the tunnel as what Teacher Fatriah, my college's Councillor stated that "what may seem to be the end is actually the beginning".i don't really want to talk about on how i actually became like this but i'm glad i changed.all the things that i've done wrong and i hope Allah forgives me for that.what more can i say that Alhamdulillah.

if you've not followed my tumblr and twitter please do so.

it has been quite awhile,been busy and lazy to update this blog.so story of my life,i've been actively communicating with my former schoolmates of Pintu Malim primary school.it's nice to know they're all grown up and totally change.

i just finished my qualifying just yesterday,i got a feeling i'll fail but i hope for the best.it's scary that i'm slacking alot and been lazy to do my homeworks,i'm scared.

today had got to be the most boring day ever,study all day long.morning,afternoon and night filled with books to read is not fun at all.i guess that leaves me one thing to do,tweet to relieve the stress.

i had quite a day today,i came late to school today as i woke up late at 6:50AM.i rushed everything and got to school by 7:31AM if i am not mistaken.thank god my first two period was teacher wani's class which was Mathematics D.she's really nice and don't normally get angry.next was design and technology class,i did not except help my friend mister punjabi with his artefact.i couldn't do mine since i don't have the tools yet to bend my metal work.the last class of the day was chemistry,we had a mini test on organic chemistry,the one we learnt earlier this week.then cca was fun,i went to the swimming pool with sir as we did not had any transport to go there.i learnt the shit people do when they swim very fast during freestyle to turn at the end of the pool.the funny part was when we wanted to go back to school,we had class with our class teacher who is also our swimming cca club teacher so yeah,he was late for class and so were we as we were going on the same car obviously.we reached school at 1:05PM when our class with him starts at 1:00PM.that was fun,i ate in class as i was really hungry.i received a message during class which was from RUQAIYAH.i planned to do my design and technology with her after i got back from swimming but i forgot that i had class so i went there after i finished class at 2:00PM.i did my design and technology project after that till 4:00PM and eventually went home after that.i'm now stuck here infront of the computer.i hope i'll be able to do some of my unfinished homeworks later.

everything change,people too.it's been two years or something.it feels different now,they way we talk,the topic that comes up are quite strange yet interesting.i know i should not be jealous if you're going out with someone but i do and i won't hide it.i feel like it's killing me from the inside out just seeing you get all comfy around someone else but who am i to stop you from going out with someone else.i just hope that you're happy eventhough it's not with me.the more i try to deny it,the more i think of it.wouldn't it be good if i could just forget about it but i can't.

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